As I am hanging around after work, I feel a tad bit alone. At one point, I was surrounded by campers, counselors and the occasional parent, we even went to a crowded Walmart, and I still don't feel right. When I think about the heart of the matter I come back to one particular person. This person annoys me, and corrects me, makes me smile, and punches me, and criticizes and compliments me, ignores me, and looks me in the eye. So now I feel unsettled. So many contradictions and so many reasons to care about him.
Last week I discovered that my "love language" is quality time, so the arguing and then the ignoring me really pushes the wrong button. And on top of that, I'm the ultimate drama queen (think back to previous rant-a-licious posts) so everything is heightened when I'm not getting my quality time. I was at a lost and feeling like I should change some things. Maybe I should ignore him, back off, maybe I should stop doing certain things to suit him better, maybe I should giggle more and play fight and . Then this song came on my shuffle (perfect timing) and I think of being the alternative.... And I feel content.
Love yourself.
Don't Worry. The right person will find all the wonderful reasons to love you despite your down falls.
And if you still feel like no one loves you and you might end up alone, then know that I love you and God loves you and You're more than a conqueror.
To The Better Days:
Romans 8:28 ♥ Britt T
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